okey... here goes nothing.
hi and Assalammualaikum. it has been a while since the last time i come here.
wiping all the dust at my blog... ffuuhhhh... ffuuuhhhh...
hahaha...
many things happened during the period where i didn't update my blog.
lots of thing and lots of decision has been made.
and i'm afraid that there is no more chance for me to regret all the things that i have done during that time.
well... we need mistake to experienced things and to determine either that's a good choice or not.
relationship between human is the most frightening thing of all.
you cannot decide either to trust or not.
i hope i can continue updating my blog after this.
journal is an important thing for you to realize how much you have grown up.
Monday, July 16, 2012
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
~random post~
wow... it has been a while since i updated the blog... *take my kain buruk and swipe over my dusty blog.
haha... since i got the mood to write something...
here we go... * go where?
well... perhaps in one of my lucid dream *eh... wait... no... no...
lately i have been pampering myself with so unrealistic common korean series...
haha... but i still watched it.
and i even watched the so-crazy-huzzy-cute proposal which awal done for scha. *i wanna get marry too...
after stalking over their fanpage in the FB... *i'm not a freak
i think how sweet and normal they are as a couple.
have a date together at the weekends...
nice breakfast together, went lunch and dinner together...
explore new things together... *how cool is that?
#sigh
lately has not been good for me...
5 weeks in a new semester pass by with emptiness...
i haven't consume anything from it. *what's wrong with me
i've been cover in shadow... *shadow of gloomy
never been good so far.
i feel heartbroken all the time...
i've been feeling depressed every time i'm alone.
can't focus in my study
don't even have any intuition of doing anythin. i just want to rest for the whole semester but nobody gonna support me doing that.
lately... anything can break me apart.
i get so depress easily.
the happy go lucky and strong me have disappear.
i don't even have anybody to understand me.
am i destined to be like this?
do i really deserved this?
and once i get all mixed together, i will behave immaturely and make people worried just because i need more attention but i ended up accepting that i am all by myself. comforting myself. and cheering myself. all that were done by my own.
haha... since i got the mood to write something...
here we go... * go where?
well... perhaps in one of my lucid dream *eh... wait... no... no...
lately i have been pampering myself with so unrealistic common korean series...
haha... but i still watched it.
and i even watched the so-crazy-huzzy-cute proposal which awal done for scha. *i wanna get marry too...
after stalking over their fanpage in the FB... *i'm not a freak
i think how sweet and normal they are as a couple.
have a date together at the weekends...
nice breakfast together, went lunch and dinner together...
explore new things together... *how cool is that?
#sigh
lately has not been good for me...
5 weeks in a new semester pass by with emptiness...
i haven't consume anything from it. *what's wrong with me
i've been cover in shadow... *shadow of gloomy
never been good so far.
i feel heartbroken all the time...
i've been feeling depressed every time i'm alone.
can't focus in my study
don't even have any intuition of doing anythin. i just want to rest for the whole semester but nobody gonna support me doing that.
lately... anything can break me apart.
i get so depress easily.
the happy go lucky and strong me have disappear.
i don't even have anybody to understand me.
am i destined to be like this?
do i really deserved this?
and once i get all mixed together, i will behave immaturely and make people worried just because i need more attention but i ended up accepting that i am all by myself. comforting myself. and cheering myself. all that were done by my own.
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