~ weird ~

lately i had become really weird...

sometimes i will feel extremely happy...

and sometimes i will feel extremely sad...

(hurmmm... wondering)

i felt something really weird...

never had this kind of feeling before...

hahaha...

sometimes his words make me really happy...

and sometimes it happens in the other way a round...

sometimes i can figure him out but sometimes i cant...

why im easily blush whenever he look at me???

his smile, his eyes, his expression never bored me...

but i still wondering about his happiness...

does he really happy while he's laughing with me???

he does not fake it???

is it real???

huh...

im in a difficult situation...

hahaha...

cant get he out of my mind...

i mean...

for a while and get focus to something else...

HEY YOU!!!

YOU ALWAYS GET ME DISTRACTED...

you know that???

hahaha...

i know you know...

and listen to me...

i like it when you make me distracted...

i like it when you make me blush...

i like it when you make me wanna smile every time i see your smile...

(p/s: sorry when i cant differentiate your real or fake smile)

and i cant help from feeling sad when i cant see what behind the mask...

uuurrrr...

lately my posts had become emotional...

why is that???

well i guess...

cant help it... i get romantically attach with the other party...

hahaha...

this is totally driving me crazy...

crazy about ya for sure...

hikhikhik...

but i need to keep it cool...

slow and steady...

i think i can do it with my "pendingness"

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