~you~

i never know that someday...
i will write about you...
yes... you...
i know some people might notice who im talking about right now...
i thought i wanna vanish my memory about you
about us...
about everything that evolve around us...
but eventually...
this morning...
you pass through my head...
i wonder why...
hahaha...
it's actually nice knowing you...
i never met someone like you...
you indeed gave a big impact in my life...
thanks dude...
well...
when the first time i met you...
i actually dont really like you...
and the best part is, i still dont like you now...
hahaha...
i know you feel the same towards me...

"we never like each other..."

we used to try get a long but i guess we fail huh?
we just cant stand each other...
hahaha...
well... u've been a nice big brother to me...
and i appreciated it so much...
i dont know how and when....
we stop talking...
i dont even remembered the real reason why we hate each other anymore...
might be we hate each other too much...
hahaha...
unfortunately, even how much we hate each other...
i wonder why we were in the same damn class for 5 semester...
that is totally torturing my mind and soul... (dramatic)
i dont know what in your side...
if you notice, somebody try to figure out why we hate each other so much...
yup... bingo... no other than our genius lecturer...

"trah, do you know that you and him look alike... you guys think the same idea but the way you present your ideas are different from him... you guys had the same thought about most of the materials that i've given."

~sigh~ but i guess...
we are are being egoistic...
you with your ego and i will stick with my ego too...
well... actually i envy your ability in english...
envy with the environment that had shape you up..
you grow up with high curiosity in literature...
me?
i fell in love with literature since i was in high school but i've only had the chance to get to know my love when i started my diploma...
all the philosophers words that were beyond my imagination...
i envy you in many things...
hahaha...
many people said to us since we hate each other, we will be together...
you and i know that "hell yeah" we will not let that thing happen...
we are totally opposite and have neutral feeling towards each other...
we still hate each other but in the same time...
we dont care about each other...
you know that i will stay away from ya no matter what happen...
and i know you will be doing the same thing...
we're both complicated creatures that do not want to understand each other...

we try but we just making up another false assumption about each other...

well... good luck in your own world
may us will not meet each other again in the future...
i end this by putting my ego aside to sincerely say thanks for all the things that you taught me... (>.<)

athirah