~cold~

i have been expected this all along...

but why?

damn...

i feel so cold...

got nothing to cover me up...

to keep me warm...

it seems not convincing...

the chill which make me feel all alone...

the darkness that drift me away...

end up crawling at the corner...

at the same pitiful point where i first started...

have i forgot how to stand up and move forward?

i guess i just don't have enough strength lately...

everything seems that they are trying to hurt me...

and i guess...

nothing is perfect in this world...

i should have notice it...

but once i noticed it...

i just can't stop from...............