~lost~

people keep saying to me,

"find something that will pleased your family and yourselves"

i hate that... since i have no idea what is my passion anymore...
since it always stay beyond the boundary that set up by my family...
it has been countless time...
where my passion is being rejected without giving me any chance to explore it...
so...
the only option i have now is pleasing my family...
i know that they are worry about my future...
but they worry too much...
i am totally out of air here...
can somebody help me?
no... since i have lost in this thought for quite some time...
i can't find a way out anymore...
i'm blinded by responsibility as a child...
i'm paralyzed by the authority power...