~non-stop~

how should i put these words together?

how can i make things right?

i know i'm weird....

i mean superb weird...

i might say the other thing around from what i really want...

i don't know why...

and 1 thing for sure...

i'm bad in lying...

people can know if i'm lying...

damn! hahahaha...

it seems like it written on my forehead "i'm lying"

hihihi... and lately...

it got worse...

huh... don't want to lie anymore because i'm suck...

i guess u never notice before that i'm an extreme sensitive person...

hihihi...

easily hurt... but i always try my best to hide it...

because it show how weak i am...

and i don't like it...

because u might hate that part of me...

=.="

i'm a 'baka' person...

i know...

i need to get myself used to this new environment which i don't share my feeling alone but i share it with u...

before u came into my life...

i share my pain alone...

i do have my family but i am able to hide it...

i lock myself in my room and just listen to loud songs and ignore all the other things around me...

ignore everything...

what is left is only me and my own world...

now... i need to remember that i have someone by my side...

who try to understand me...

who try to enter my other world...

yes.. true... your baby is a damn talkative person...

but when something goes wrong...

she will keep quiet like someone you never knew before...

i'm sorry dear...

it's all my fault...

insyaAllah... i will not let that happen again in the future...

i'll try my best...

i will... for you and myself...