my fault again????

today i had msg u...
i had msg u early in the morning...
to show that how much i concern about u...
how i suppose to know what happen if u don't even bother to reply it?
u know my style of doing work...
i will only focus in my work during night...
ego? your talking bout ego?
how the heck i know what are you doing there if i don't even know a thing?
i try not to msg u again so i won't bother u...
and AGAIN u only contact me when you reach home and bla bla bla...
and all of this fall to me again...
im the one who don't know what is happening here...
now u blame my ego?
and i guess that i have told you THOUSANDS of times that i WILL focus on my future...
if you're not one of my future,
i won't be chasing u
i won't be fighting to get u
u just don't get it...
once in a while... don't wait for me to find you... try to find me... say you want my attention...
i will spare my time for you...
please... u always make your own judgement and decision...