~this time~

 
Hai... urm... this is a quite personal post...

Last night i don't even know why...

I burst in tears... when i supposedly to smile and sent him off with style...

I can't stop crying when i think of the fact that we can't skype for few days...

I think because before this i was really busy with my internship and now when i'm free...

Both of us still can't spend time together...

Ahhaaa... he's not the kind of guy who really likes sms-ing...

And i can't disturb him too much since he is taking care of his dad...

I should be an understanding girlfriend for him...

I shouldn't cry since there is nothing to be cry about... (berlagak kuat)

Conclusion is... i can't stop my tear every time i remembered how suffer i am when i'm missing him...