~childish me~

This is my blog and i want you to know something but don’t get mad... i’m not sure either you will be reading this or understand this little piece of feeble stuff that i write...

Read this carefully and open your pretty big eyes wider... but please don’t show it to me because it annoyed me to death... hahaha...

I’m sorry for being sarcastic but that is just who i am and i’m not confident enough to ensure either u are going to understand it... so i don’t put too much hope on you to understand this... hahaha...

I might be jealous and unfortunately i am also mad. Are you pretty sure that you and him are best friend? Because i have seen the way he treats his best friends before. I’m not being a gender bias because not all of his best friends are male... so excuse me... I DO BELIEVE THAT GIRL AND BOY CAN BE BEST FRIEND! Ddduuuhhhh... who do you think i am? I’m living in 21^st century and i won’t think that narrow... as far as i know, he is still in touch with the other female best friends that he has... so?

Hey cute little girl... don’t easily get mad for nothing because people must have their own reason why they are piss with you... and you as a human being, it is normal for you to accidently forgot what you have done... i understand... by the way... that thing for sure had happened a while ago but it is still fresh in mind... i do have proof what time you called him that night... it was at 2AM... do you know, how i know it? Because it happened in front of my eyes... opsss... you might not understand... through skype of course... and i did look at the time when it happened... listen babe... i won’t get jealous for nothing if only you call at the right time and two days ago, you called him again at 1.10AM... i don’t know what is the reason you called him that late... if you said that is still early or you said that you never called him late night... TRUST ME... YOU NEED TO LEARN TO READ THE TIME ALL OVER AGAIN DEAR... J

Another thing is, i never seen his female best friends act so adorable and cute to him because i’m pretty convinced that they know that i would get jealous? Even they used to joke around with jokes which can make me jealous, i know that they are playing around before and then they tend to control all that as soon as they realized that he’s taken. Just try to put yourselves in my shoes... and someone does the same stuff like you did (calling late at night? asking either your boyfriend miss her?) to your boyfriend? What would you feel? Don’t just nod your head and say you understand because apparently based on my observation YOU’RE NOT!

FOR YOUR INFORMATION, i guarantee that you will not lose him but if only you start treating him as someone else’s boyfriend? And since you don‘t really understand him the way i do... let me tell you that HE NEVER CHANGED! That is the real him when he feel that he have someone that he want to protect. He’s not leaving you behind at all... trust me... i know him better even though you know him much longer than i do... despite that he and i actually are two different person... there are too much differences between us... but you guys have a lot of similarities.

I guess he had told you how will he behave once he’s taken, isn’t? So... it is not my fault... please do grab a kit kat or whatsoever and take a few minute in your life to sit and think why i’m mad and why this had become quite an issue since I HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH HIS OTHER FEMALE BEST FRIENDS... AND I HAVE NO PROBLEM IN ACCEPTING A CLOSE FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN BOY AND GIRL so... think about it... and i believe you have many other close friends that you have to share your problem since he will start sharing his problem only with me... J Moreover, he is no longer catching up with your life now. Don’t worry too much about him because i will take care of him... he is the reason why i am out of my track anyway... and i fight hard to get him... i don’t think that i wanna lose him after all the hardship... you can call me obsess with him or anything you want...

I’m not obsessed but i need him and i have my own way to let him understand and perhaps you can take a step back like the others did? He didn’t let me talk to you personally because he afraid that i will start bringing out the lovely cursing words to you... J but i won’t do that if you can see the picture what is going on right now... everybody ask me to drop this case out but i just want you to understand what is the reason behind all this dramas... feel free to ask me personally if you still blur with all this mess... J