6th month?

still fresh? or dah trase mcm lame? or trase mcm... "what the heck? baru 6 bulan?"

for the time being, something is playing in my head which me, myself can't figure it out...

nothing much i could say this time...

i can't say that "you're the one" since we never know what will happen in the future... 

i can't say that "i will love you forever" because nothing is eternal in this world.. 

i can't say that "i need you" because i will keep relying on you and stop standing on my own later on...

i can't say that "i miss you" because it hurt me every time i say it...

somehow, i feel really scare... lonely... insecure... clueless... sad... 

(happy monthly anniversary)

sincerely,

mushroom