what happen to me?
what do i want? please...
my situation had change into one of the scene of jack sparrow in "dead men chest"...
i cant decide what i want, where to go...
perfectly lost in the middle of nowhere...
crying is no more a solution to the confusion and the coldness...
the acting of "i don't mind" revealed when i'm perfectly alone in the middle of the night...
it seems today... i can't stop thinking of "you"
end up scolding myself... end up with no solution...
end up laughing at myself... end up mocking myself...
try to distract myself with something else... but end up feeling moody...
end up to touch things that will make me say :
"this will look nice on you"
"u might like to eat this"
"u might be fascinated with this"
"u might laugh when u see that"
hehehe... yeah... im obsess with u...
if only...
...........
...........
-at the end, i'm unable to put it in a sentence-
the coldness of your face once again pushing me aside...
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