~berehat seketika dgn mood jiwang saya~

i still remember the first time i met u.
it was at the basketball court.
your smile... it was almost... i can't turned my sight away...
i was wondering... "who are you?"
i don't know your name... never seen you before... and such...

you're actually my senior??!! what? (ok... face it... i care less bout people... that's why the people i know are very few indeed)
hahaha???
since that day... my eyes will keep searching for you.
but i thought it just a normal crush like other girls did.
it takes few months for me to ensure my real feeling towards you.
meanwhile of that, i never knew there are competitors to win your heart.
i was so upset... since i'm just fat, not good-looking girl.
i have this issue where i have a very low self-esteem.
and somehow... your friends help me a lot...!!!
you finally looked away from your fear...
and started looked at me.
i never really expected it. (never put too much hope... u can say it again. lol)
thanks dear... you finally open up yourselves to me.
i could never appreciate more.

you really do care bout me.
i love you dear. i really do.