i am so drifted away.
i shouldn't feel like this.
i am a fool if i believe in all those words.
all those care.
all those attention that you gave to me.
i wanna throw those things away.
what really attracts me to you?
i know what it is and i should be sensible.
i'm young i know.
i need to control it, i know.
but what happen if i don't want to control it?
i know it is going to be the biggest mistake that i will do in my entire life. but..
arghhh... these fences of mind control suffocate me.