~stupiD~

i had just realize how stupid i am...

i just realize how childish i am...

i just realize that all this time, i am just nagging like a baby...

i only know how see things in negative perspective...

i wish that i can make things better...

but i am so stupid to wish that...

i wish i can be more mature...

i wish i never too cocky in everything...

i wish that there is people can actually slap me and say that i am stupid!!!

i am so stupid to think that i should move on independently...

i am so stupid to say that i never have any freedom before this...

i should have realize that all this long...

i am lucky...

i hope this post can actually snap me out of my own imagination!!!

i should stop lying to myself and other people...

i should get a life...

i should be thankful with what i have...

there are too many things that i wish it can be true...

but nobody know when it will be true...

then i think i should walk my way and stop making decision that will only destroy me later on...

and make people around me sad and disappointed...

I SHOULD STOP BEHAVING LIKE A STUPID PERSON!!!